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But a thought came
to reassure him:
It is true that they have more poison for a second bite."
That night I did not see him set out on his way. He got away from me without making a sound. When I succeeded in catching up with him he was walking along with a quick and resolute step. He said to me merely:
Ah! You are there . . .
And he took me by the hand. But he was still worrying.
It was wrong of you to come. You will suffer. I shall look as if I were dead; and that will not be true . . .
I said nothing.
You understand . . . it is too far. I cannot carry this body with me. It is too heavy.
I said nothing.
But it will be like an old abandoned shell. There is nothing sad about old shells . . .
I said nothing.
He was a little discouraged. But he made one more effort:
You know, it will be very nice. I, too, shall look at the stars. All the stars will be wells with a rusty pulley. All the stars will pour out fresh water for me to drink . . .
I said nothing. That will be so amusing! You will have five hundred million little bells, and I shall have five hundred million springs of fresh water . . .
And he too said nothing more, because he was crying . . .
Here it is. Let me go on by myself.
And he sat down, because he was afraid. Then he said, again:
You know--my flower . . . I am responsible for her. And she is so weak! She is so naïve! She has four thorns, of no use at all, to protect herself against all the world . . .
I too sat down, because I was not able to stand up any longer.
There now - that is all . . .
He still hesitated a little; then he got up. He took one step. I could not move.
There was nothing but
a flash of yellow
close to his ankle.
He remained motionless
for an instant.
He did not cry out.
He fell as gently
as a tree falls.
There was not even any sound,
because of the sand.
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